Oh You Typical Girl...

As I drag my feet past the recent heartbreak and breakdown, my eyes seem to open wider than physically possible.

Two years ago, I had them all in the palm of my hands- and mind you, I was a little heavier those days. Rounder cheeks and all, I had no trouble finding attention. Was I a happier person then? Today, those wiser than me say people see the sadness in my eyes; they see the restlessness and want nothing to do with it. Others think I need to wait for it to come to me.

What I want to know is the following: How can I not become impatient? How can I not want the next thing to be in front of me this minute? It's easy for people to give me advice, it's easy for me to agree and accept it, but it's extremely difficult to apply it. What makes the situation annoying is that I attract the wrong people. Whether they be married, taken, unattractive or unwanted, I continue to draw these guys.

I know what you're thinking. Typical boy-crazy girl with a typical need for attention.
Well at least I know what I want.



I want a man. Not a boy who thinks he can.

Two Thousand Eight

I felt it necessary to continue keeping up with this blog. I have somehow become lazy with writing and considering the fact that Journalism is my major, I should update.

I was cruising through this page and wonderful memories flooded my thoughts. I used to have such a passion with writing stories that caught peoples attention and that passion has dwindled. I'm afraid that the little talent I have to write will diminish to zero if I don't practice it on a weekly basis.

So here's to the blogs of 2008... or what's left of it.

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